Dream girl

I had a weird dream last night. Before that i better tell you more about a crush that i had during college years. I was in college when i met this girl. Coming from an all boys school, i had very little friends from the opposite sex. Somehow during the five years at boarding school, i find it a bit awkward to talk to girls. Funny ehh?But i did feel that way. Somehow during one meeting, i was sitting with the guys, most of the bloodyhellboys when one of they lecturer ask us to mix around. Mixed around by a guy sit next to a girl. Thats when i met this girl. Sorry won't give out a name. Anyway, we became friends and somehow down the years i started developing feeling for her. To cut story short i kinda blew it. Did some stupid things and end up ruining our friendship. But till today she is probably the biggest crush that i had.

Continue about the dream. Its been years since i last saw her. In the dream i was having lunch somewhere. I got my food and i was going to get the fork and spoon when i suddenly saw her. We said hi and i sat for a while. We didn't talk much but she looks beautiful. Next thing i know i ws with 3 friends and we were going to a house. And guess what, is that girl house. She was having a party of somewhat. We sat and talked. She said sorry and that she says that she cared for me and liked me, its just wasn't meant to be. She cried while saying this. She said if it were other times, she would have chosen me. Before me and my friends went back, her mom came to see me and say goodbye and just that instance a small kid ws running by. She called to the kid and introduced me to him. It was her kid. After that i turn around and woke up.

This girl has been messing up my life for few years now. I just can't let her out of my mind. Just when i thought i have put aside my feelings for her, it comes back. I just don'y know what to do anymore. Pathetic, maybe. But i can't run away from something that i feel. And i'm too scared to do something bout it. Maybe the dream is a sign that i should now let my feeling go. Maybe i'll continue to try letting it go. Or maybe i already let her go. Maybe..........

Malaysia and human trafficking

I was browsing CNN just a few minutes ago and found a horrific news. Malaysia is categorized among the worst human trafficking offender bythe US State Department. Click here to see the news. So i decided to check the US State Department website. And guess what, we are in tier 3, the worst tier (to see the list, click here). We are listed together with Cuba, North Korea and Sudan. Even Indonesia, Phillipines and India is better than us. Its just bizzare to here this when all this while i was under the impression that we have very small or even none human trafficking activities.

Roland Garros Part II

The men final has been decided. As expected the two best player will meet. Rafael Nadal vs Roger Federer. Just hope that Federer's skill is enough to match Nadal's muscle. Whatever it is, Philippe Chatrier court will be have the attention of the world tonite, Women's Single final, and tomorrow's men's final.

From the clay of Roland Garros

For the last week, i've been watching a lot of tennis. Currently the French Open is on the way. The ladies final will be between the petite World No. 1 Justine Henin against the young and beautiful No. 7 seed Ana Ivanovic. Both cruise to the final with ease with Justine Henin beating No. 4 seed Jelena Jankovic 6-2, 6-2 and Ivanovic trashing World No. 2 Maria Sharapova 6-2, 6-1.

Everyone was expecting Justine to reach the final since she has been undefeated at Roland Garros for the last two years. As for Ana, the younster will be in her first ever Grand Slam final. She has been the supprise candidate in this year French Open. Despite seeded No. 7, not many people will put their money on her before the tournament started. Justine is expected to win her third in a row French Open. However with the young Serbian fresh from humiliating Maria Sharapova, anything can happen. Both players are my favourite players but i'll expect Justine to win the final easily. She is just so focus and Roland Garros is almost like her home court, Ana could find the crowd will be behind Justine throughout the final.

I'll vouch for Justine this time around. Good luck to both of them!

Exam's Over!

Finally i'm done with my exam. Don't think i'll pass this round. Might take it again in December. Somehow now i feel i got lotsa time to burn. So what is on my list. Hmmmm.. Aha!..I got nothing. What should i do? Maybe i'll just try to finish up reading the last 3 books i bought. Will tell more bout it later.